“The She.E.O - A woman that persevered through all obstacles, putting her trust and faith in God no matter what came her way.
Show Up as you every single time, and BET ON YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME”
In this moment of life I am learning to sit in my many blessings from God, and just be grateful, fulfilled and happy. This journey isn't one that’ll begin and end this year, but it’s a long term journey of perseverance, sacrifice, and acknowledging the pieces of the puzzle that got me here. Often times I fight against the old me, working to be better and never go back to where I came from, but I never realized I needed to sit in this moment to recognize where I have been and what the world looks like to me now.
I heard a sermon by Sarah Jakes titled “Becoming a Different Person” and it hit me right where I stood as I currently struggle through breaking this curse within myself of how people view me now that has known me for years. How some will label me “fake”, “money driven” or “to good”. I took a break and I listened to each word and I realized that this journey God has taken me on is exactly what I WANT FOR ME not for anyone else. I acknowledged within myself that this is my season to stand alone and stand tall AND BE PROUD IN IT.
It has become VERY clear that I have to sit in my inadequacy and insecurities, to show God that these very things won’t break me when he makes me all he wants me to be. I have to fight through the battle of showing the world that the girl they once knew isn’t here anymore, that God saw a different image and vision of my life so he broke ties and I confessed my sins through therapy to heal all of the very things that’s been holding me back from life.
I am no longer that southeast girl looking for a way out, focusing on making friends and being well liked, trying to be seen and heard. Whewww I stepped into a GROWN ASS WOMAN, that cares about longevity, happiness, peace, things my heart desires.
My heart desires wealth (not all money), properties to buy freedom, giving back to women and men my age by educating them about financial freedom and investment, and more than all giving my daughter every single thing she lays her eyes on. I don’t ever want my daughter to grow up feeling like she needs to work hard to earn money and pay bills, as long as she can keep up with the plan I have set in place my earnings will become her earnings and she won’t have to work a day in her life.
Establishing who you are can be a challenge and at this young age(26) I won’t lie I’m struggling. While trying to be well put together for my clients, my job, my daughters school, my partner and everyone else I forget about the imperfections I still harbor within myself. Just know that this journey is a long one and I’m winning……..
I'll be back with more but for now follow me on IG @she.e.o_xx. 🌹
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