Hello there I'm Kiki, a working professional aged 22 years old. I'm an accounting executive for a small business. My job has been about 8 months old, and compared to my past internship experiences, when I didn't enjoy working as much as I do now, I generally feel content with my work.
I don't do anything besides work. That's very dull, I agree. My typical day starts with me waking up on time to get ready for work, taking an hour-long commute to work, working for the company for the next eight hours as an accountant, saying goodbye to my coworkers at the end of the day, and taking an additional one to one and a half hours to commute home. My day ends with eating dinner and scrolling through my phone until I fall asleep.
In addition to having a boring life, I also have mild acne, am overweight, and have terrible money management skills, which include emotional eating to soothe stress-related cravings.
Most of the time, despite all of this, I am able to maintain my positivity, but occasionally, I start to feel concerned and unhappy due to all of my shortcomings. This makes me feel lost and makes me want to disappear somewhere.
I am aware that I could improve these areas to avoid feeling this way; nevertheless, my efforts have not been consistent. I was unable to achieve the desired results because I frequently gave up.
I have a lot of things I want to do. For instance, I want to revamp my wardrobe and alter the way I dress, but recently, all the things I've been trying on haven't looked great on me, which has further disappointed me.
I've watched a lot of people working on glow up projects to improve their lives. I've made numerous attempts to implement it, but every time I do, my lack of consistency causes me to lose track of time.
However, I want to give myself another chance and use this blog to hold myself responsible. Since I don't expect any readers to read this blog, I feel more free to be completely honest and transparent about how I'm feeling.
I want to document my project on this blog so I can refer to it later on at any moment and compare myself to a previous version of myself since it's just as important to think back on your actions as it is to take action.
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