GET YOUR CREATIVITY OUT OF SURVIVAL MODE
Your mind learned survival mode the same way it learns anything else: repetition. Every time you told yourself later, every time you put down something you wanted to do, something you felt led to do, it wired in a little deeper.
Get Your Creativity Out of Survival Mode is built to unwire it. You'll learn to recognize the pattern the moment it shows up, interrupt it before you talk yourself out of the next thing you feel led to do, and practice a new mindset until it becomes the automatic one. This is reprogramming, not motivation.