⭐ FIGURING THE F OUT: VIP INSIDER Behind the Words | Raw Excerpts, Deleted Pieces, Stories, Polls & Exclusive Access
🖤 YOU'VE SEEN THE FIRST LOOK. NOW COME A LITTLE CLOSER.
There’s a difference between reading a finished book and watching someone figure out what the book is actually trying to say.
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You're not just getting an early look at Figuring the F Out: The Part Nobody Sees.
You're getting closer to the why behind the words.
Closer to the stories.
Closer to the uncomfortable questions.
Closer to the pieces that don't always make it into the final manuscript.
Because sometimes the most interesting part of writing isn't what survives the editing process.
It's what gets cut.
📖 FIGURING THE F OUT: VIP INSIDER
Go deeper than the finished page.
As a VIP Insider, you'll receive everything included in The First Look Insider, plus exclusive access to the deeper, messier, more personal side of creating this book.
This is where the polished version starts to disappear.
🖤 EVERYTHING IN FIRST LOOK
You'll continue receiving:
✍️ Behind-the-scenes writing updates
👀 Early sneak peeks
📖 Selected pages and excerpts before public release
💭 Personal thoughts and reflections about the writing process
🎨 Behind-the-scenes creative development
🖤 Insider-only posts
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And:
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But VIP Insider goes further.
✍️ RAW EXCERPTS
Read selected passages before they've been cleaned up and polished for publication.
You'll see the thoughts as they develop.
The rough edges.
The sentences that aren't quite right yet.
The pieces where I'm still trying to figure out exactly what I'm saying.
Because sometimes the raw version tells a different story than the finished one.
🗑️ THE PIECES THAT DIDN'T MAKE IT
Some things will get cut.
Some paragraphs will be rewritten.
Some stories will get moved.
Some thoughts will simply decide they don't belong.
VIP Insiders may get access to selected deleted or unused pieces from the writing process.
You'll get to see some of the things that almost became part of the book.
💭 THE STORIES BEHIND THE WORDS
A finished paragraph can look simple.
Getting there usually isn't.
I'll share the thoughts, memories, questions, experiences, and moments that inspired selected passages and chapters.
You'll get to explore:
Why did I write this?
What happened before these words existed?
Why did this particular idea matter enough to make the book?
Sometimes the story behind the story is where the real conversation begins.
🗳️ HELP SHAPE THE JOURNEY
VIP Insiders will have opportunities to participate in selected decisions throughout the writing and development process.
That may include:
📖 Chapter titles
💭 Topics worth exploring
✍️ Questions to dig into
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🖤 Selected quotes or concepts
Not every decision will be put to a vote.
But when your voice can genuinely help shape the journey, you'll have a seat at the table.
🔐 VIP INSIDER COMMUNITY
This tier isn't just about consuming content.
It's about conversation.
VIP Insiders get access to a more private space for deeper discussions around the themes of the book and the experiences that connect us.
Midlife.
Motherhood.
Identity.
Change.
Chaos.
Starting over.
Questioning who you are after years of being everything everyone else needed.
And that strange moment when you realize:
Maybe the person you've become isn't the person you were supposed to stay.
🖤 THIS IS WHERE THE REAL CONVERSATIONS HAPPEN.
The public may eventually see the finished chapter.
You'll see some of the conversation that created it.
You'll see the questions before the answers.
The drafts before the edits.
The thoughts before they're organized.
The pieces before they're polished.
And maybe you'll recognize a little bit of yourself somewhere in the mess.
📚 YOUR VIP BOOK PERK
When Figuring the F Out officially releases:
VIP INSIDERS RECEIVE 20% OFF THE BOOK
That's on top of everything you receive throughout the writing journey.
You're supporting the creation of the book while getting a meaningful discount when it becomes a finished book.
THIS TIER IS FOR YOU IF...
⭐ You want more than occasional sneak peeks.
✍️ You love seeing how creative work actually gets made.
🖤 You appreciate honesty over polish.
📖 You want access to raw writing and deleted material.
💭 You enjoy conversations about the deeper meaning behind a story.
🗳️ You want a chance to help shape parts of the journey.
🔐 You want to be part of a smaller community rather than simply watching from the outside.
Or maybe...
You've been figuring some things out yourself.
And you'd like to know you're not the only one.
🖤 WHY THIS BOOK?
Figuring the F Out isn't a memoir wrapped in a bow.
It isn't self-help pretending to have all the answers.
And it isn't a story about how everything magically works out.
It's about the middle.
The part where you're functioning.
Showing up.
Taking care of people.
Doing what needs to be done.
While somewhere underneath all of that, you're quietly wondering:
Is this really what my life is supposed to look like?
And eventually...
What happens if I stop pretending I'm fine?
That's the territory this book explores.
And VIP Insiders get to walk through that territory while it's being created.
🔥 FIRST LOOK IS THE WINDOW.
VIP INSIDER IS THE DOOR.
Come behind the words.
See what gets written.
See what gets rewritten.
See what gets deleted.
Hear the stories behind the stories.
Help shape selected pieces of the journey.
And have conversations that don't necessarily belong in a public feed.
🔐 COME A LITTLE CLOSER.
You don't have to wait until the book is finished.
Come inside while it's still messy.
Come inside while the questions are still being asked.
Come inside while the words are still being written.
Come inside while I'm figuring the F out, too.
📖 FIGURING THE F OUT
The Part Nobody Sees
⭐ VIP INSIDER
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Go deeper. See what happens behind the words.
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You don't just get to read the story.
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