If you ever grew up in an abusive, neglecful environment, you were brainwashed with negative messages from prior to even your first recollections. The subconscious mind stays stuck with those messages, that programming, until it's reprogrammed. It won't matter how hard you try to be different, to feel differently, to acheive. You simply HAVE to address this issue to move forward in your life. To heal. And to thrive. This audio is just over 20 minutes in length. Please listen to it daily for at least 6 weeks to get rid of the lifetime negative programming, & to be finally able to heal & move forward in your life. I know it works, because I went through precisely the same process myself.