A short story behind the video “Lapsed maalivad” (Children painting)
This moment is from one of the wild creative spaces I hold in Turkey — where children come to paint, play, and simply be.
I believe in places where creativity grows freely, like wildflowers.
These glimpses of art, color, and connection are part of the world behind my writing — full of rhythm, aliveness, and shared wonder.
In the beginning, there were ten children at once — all painting, all talking, all gloriously alive.
I didn’t understand Turkish then, so it didn’t matter how loudly they spoke.
It was wild. And it was wonderful.
But I was recovering from burnout.
And the wildness — the volume, the chaos — was sometimes too much.
Then one day, someone gave me a small crocheted dog.
It became our new rule: only the child holding the dog could speak.
The children loved it.
They began to line up patiently, waiting for their turn to talk.
Even those who had nothing to say stood quietly in line… until their moment came.
And when it did, they would simply look at me and say:
“Seni seviyorum, Mari.”
(I love you, Mari.)