It's amazing that I made it through the year with all the trauma that people, mainly Christians, have put me through. I have to specify this religious group because they're the ones who has given me the most drama this year. The two categories in which I see they preach on so hard, but are hypocritical when it comes to their own lives, is unconditional love and honesty. I get very disturbed when I think about it, because I be over here minding my own little witchy business, then here they come.
Reader, now I'm going to attempt to explain the strange behavior that has been exemplified towards me.
Okay, back in June of this year, a really good friend of mine (well honestly, she's not my friend anymore after this bullshit stunt) voice messages me and declared that she loved me so much, and for me not to be so distant because of my new spiritual path. The damn message was almost 8 minutes long. I immediately responded back with gratitude and joy. I texted and even called her back. She didn't respond to my call, but texted me back stating she was packing and moving at the time. I was hella thrown off, because she hasn't messaged me again since that day.
Then, back in October, an old flame who I've known for nine years, reached out and stated he wanted us to finish what we started years ago. We talked on the phone, he had questions about me being a witch. He made me frustrated because his ass was doing all the talking. He's a talented musician and bonified church kid. Overall, he expressed that he loved me beyond what I beliefs, and he felt we could work it out and pursue a committed relationship. He even was willing to embrace my polyamory lifestyle because he understood where I was at with it. Okay, long story short, he ended up ghosting me, now he acts like I don't exist.
I'm conclusion, let's not drag this out. As you can see this is some effed up shit. I don't ask anyone to go out of their way to do anything for me. The fact that they used all that energy to lie and be deceptive is mind-blowing, and it wasn't even necessary.
In 2024, I am going to cleanse my energy field, and perform a variety of spellwork to protect myself. At this point in my life, I don't want to reconnect or even meet new Christian folks, most of those mofo's are shady as hell! Leave me alone, eff all you fake ass people!
Aight, I'm done.
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