Today you have decided you want to win...how do you do this in spite of what you have going on? Let me tell you how? You wake up and start speaking life into your situation, You Pray and ask God to not only command your day but to send you everything, person and resource that can help make your day and journey run smoothly. You admit that the journey is hard but you are committed to get through it. You start finding ways to make your journey easier for yourself. Put things in order, try to pre-plan meals and set-up medications in advance, schedule appointments around things you have to do already so that you won't get overwhelmed. Use resources and things that they have available to you and find support groups that are in the same situation that you are so that they understand what you are dealing with and lastly use that journal to express your feelings. Friend when I tell you these things have helped me tremendously believe it. I am rooting you on you will win this battle.