So this week I have started my new zero hours job and it is hard work, customers are often rude inside of my head I am giving them a mouthful and sometimes throat punching them, but obviously I don't lol. I smile and respond politely.
I have been helping the local Liberal Democrat MP with his plight to win against the current Tory MP by delivering his message in the form of a newspaper (I know it doesn't fit with my save the trees mission, but it's the way of the world) and I have put up one of his flyers in our window. I know who would of thought it lol I am not a massive fan of the government as I see most of them as criminals I have done research to come to this conclusion it's not just my opinion.
I have contacted a local councillor to see if they will allow me a piece of land to create a herb garden as I really want to get the message out about the power of herbs in helping people with their health and their healing properties so we will see what they say. The council are giving out grants so if I am successful I intend to apply for a grant because I can't lie my financial situation is not great. I believe that we can relieve some of the pressure from the NHS service if we get the word out about herbs. Sometimes I ask myself why I keep trying with the community because they seem to hate me after lies have been told about my character. Honestly I feel sorry for the people that believe them because it's not really their fault that they fall for it or that they fall for the divide and conquer tactics.
I also spoke to a company I can't recall the name of them in Leeds (they rang me) about collaborating with them with my plight to stop the use of pesticides and weed killers and they suggested something, which I fully intend to do.
I worked in my favourite garden of all time and took some amazing pictures. I feel so blessed to be able to garden for my friend Jean as she struggles to do it now. It is the most beautiful garden and it has overgrown over the winter so there is lots of weeding to do.
I am continuing to share on my several different social media accounts even though it often feels like no one is actually listening or cares. I have a plant account. an artwork account, a flower account, a sexy writing account (I am practically a nun so I have no idea where it comes from maybe it is wishful thinking) I also have a tarot card account where I share readings. Then I have a YouTube account, which I would like to share to more often. I also have a TikTok account where I share rants and plants lol. It's therapeutic ranting and sometimes I delete them not because I don't like what I have said, but because of the fear factor. Yes sometimes I am still fearful of the backlash of speaking out.
I have also managed to squeeze in some drawing and painting this week, you can view the first building that I drew this week here and I have added my Alocasia Frydek drawing to my online shop. I have also created collections on my store so that you can easily see all of the different things that I sell.
I have also managed to keep the house kind of looking ok, the garden and the plants cared for and spend time with my youngest son. I am not seeing my eldest much as he is living his life a lot more and is spending time with his friends. As I write this I am feeling like some kind of super woman. I know that I am not though as I am not deluded. I have managed to keep in high spirits even though it still feels like the world is against me. Oh and last week I pitched for a job that I wasn't successful for, but I did meet a few nice people one of which wants to meet up for a coffee and offered me a massage. As much as I really need one as I miss them I refused because no man is touching me like that unless he is my man as I really want the happy ending lol if he exists I seem to be attracting quite a few possible suitors lately. Same old story they want me I don't want them. I am very weird I think that sex is an exchange of energy and I don't want to share my energy with just anyone.
I also offered someone an interpretation of their dream well I didn't offer it I gave it to them freely not sure if they appreciated it because they always ignore me or just heart what I have said. I don't think they like me much so they can just join the que of haters who I don't let bother me one bit because I don't have hate for humans I think some are knobs, but I know that the hate is very much within them and I don't need to be bothered by that low vibrational shit now do I? I hope you're in high vibration and that you are happy! Thanks for reading, muchos love to you.