So today or should I say at 1:36 a.m. 9/7/26. After a very eventful Sunday I kind of just want to be done with being in my shell and anxiety and actually allow the Lord to do what he needs to do in my life. Because if the message wasn't loud and clear that Sunday I don't know what is. For contacts I am a believer in Jesus Christ and I believe everybody has their own personal message that they get from the Lord when they go through those Church Gates, I mean you don't just go to the hospital and not be sick or check out anything right. So why wouldn't you expect not to hear the Lord at the church, use many different people to get the message across as long as you get it. But I digress. I'm sitting here praying for finances. My God has told me over and over again hey you should do such and such and here I am but I'm afraid, my anxiety oh it has to be perfect. You know how many times God has used a person that people considered broken many times, many people didn't believe in Moses, David, Saul and he offed Christians and changed his name to Paul. My thing is regardless of how you think of yourself or how dark you may think you're in Jesus God he doesn't leave us he's just sitting there waiting for us to pick up our cross and to follow the path. For some people it may take a minute for all this month but you can always start today.
Acts 22 6-14
6 “About noon as I came near Damascus, suddenly a bright light from heaven flashed around me. 7 I fell to the ground and heard a voice say to me, ‘Saul! Saul! Why do you persecute me?’
8 “‘Who are you, Lord?’ I asked.
“ ‘I am Jesus of Nazareth, whom you are persecuting,’ he replied. 9 My companions saw the light, but they did not understand the voice of him who was speaking to me.
10 “‘What shall I do, Lord?’ I asked.
“ ‘Get up,’ the Lord said, ‘and go into Damascus. There you will be told all that you have been assigned to do.’ 11 My companions led me by the hand into Damascus, because the brilliance of the light had blinded me.
12 “A man named Ananias came to see me. He was a devout observer of the law and highly respected by all the Jews living there. 13 He stood beside me and said, ‘Brother Saul, receive your sight!’ And at that very moment I was able to see him.
14 “Then he said: ‘The God of our ancestors has chosen you to know his will and to see the Righteous One and to hear words from his mouth. 15 You will be his witness to all people of what you have seen and heard. 16 And now what are you waiting for? Get up, be baptized and wash your sins away, calling on his name.’
Many of us wait for something just like Paul as experienced but, come on you know it's the most down to earth, common thing.