Back in 2020, I started working with a money coach to initiate my own money-healing journey and since then I've radically shifted how I respond to money circumstances.
I think back to when I was in college and how I didn't have the discipline to turn down the credit card offers and pre-approvals that started rolling in after I opened my first bank account.
I had maxed out all my lines of credit, I was in the hole every week due to the interest from payday loans, I had no assets to leverage as collateral, too much pride to ask friends to borrow money from and I had more accounts in collections than I care to mention.
The truth was, I had reached a financial low that even my parents weren't aware of. I carried my poor financial beliefs and emotions into my early years of business. Living paycheck to paycheck and client to client was my norm.
See, it wasn’t just my finances that were dismal and needed coaching, my self-confidence had taken a huge hit too. I have always been someone that would set goals and achieve them... and when I saw that even my business couldn't give me the freedom that I yearned for, I was ready to throw in the towel.
No matter how I tried I felt that I would always feel terrible with money.
It wasn't until 2021, I started actually believing in what my money coach was showing me. I started to notice how my emotions were a big piece that was blocking me from achieving the money story I actually desired.
In 2021, I also achieved my highest earning year as an entrepreneur, generating $54,456.74 according to my tax return from that year.
However in 2022, after realizing that a lot of the work I was doing to achieve these income goals really didn't resonate with what I felt my purpose is and my sensitive nature as an empath.
I was in and out of the hospital, labs, and clinics trying to understand why my body was attacking itself. From MRIs to weekly bloodwork, "Mrs. Williams, it seems you're struggling with inflammation. Just make some changes in your diet and physical activity and you should see improvement."
Unfortunately, I didn't but I kept working until August 26, 2022, I found myself in the ER again. After what was one of the worst health experiences of my life. I'll spare you the details for now.
I decided that day, I was letting go of every contract, connection, and way of thinking that felt forced in my life.
I took 2 months off to focus on my own mental health and committed to some deep identity work in an effort to transform my relationship with money.
Today I share with you what I did to align my mind, body, and business with practical, spiritual, and subconscious principles.
It is my intention that after completing this guide you'll begin to experience the true power of your connection with money.
xo,
jl