Do you want to know what's weird about the healing process?
I literally giggle to myself as I write this blog post because although blessing comes quickly so do the lessons.
I've been quiet because my nervous system has literally been experiencing deep shock, very Tower card energy (but in a weird good way...)
However, during this time I've taken to nurture myself into my new reality of financial reset; I've paid attention to how self-sabotage likes to show up with her girl's Frustration, Anger, and Anxiousness when I'm experiencing my miracles moments.
As an attempt to "keep me safe..."
Whew, the mind is a wild place, and that's just the thing. When allowing negative stories to run wild in your mind for so long, the subconscious creates a scenario to reinforce the belief that's at the core.
For myself, I've come face to face with the belief that nothing good ever lasts long.
Like who TF told me that
I've been digging deep within to find the root of that idea.
After receiving a literal financial miracle for myself, I'd become haunted by all these what-if ideas.
I've been incorporating hypnosis every night and each morning to rewire my mindset around self-worth.
When you create the space for healing your shadow self can become threatened and exposed. With this experience, I've learned that self-sabotage shows up for me visually.
When I think about a positive thought or recall a positive experience, a negative thought would arise immediately.
This is where a lot of the deep work required to create life transformations needs to become repetitive. We all can think of good thoughts and negative ones, but which type drives your behavior?
When I'm coaching myself, I'm more introspective and hermit-like. I go within myself and I address the elephant in the room.
I call out the self-sabotaging nature within and I command it to stop. I have a personal safe word that I use to call my energy away from sabotaged thinking.
I speak about how this neutralizes our intentions and cut off the energy supply of faith to your desired outcomes.
The "who do I think I am" thinking that shows up after experiencing exactly what you desired is the #1 killer of people embodying the new identity to the fullest and maintaining their manifestations.
Self-sabotage is the voice that calls you to scroll your timeline to validate your idea when knowing that disempowers your perceived original thought.
Self-sabotage is the negative self-talk that reminds you of all the times something in the past didn't work.
Self-sabotage is telling yourself that thriving in life is overrated and it only brings haters instead of love.
It is this way of thinking that slams you back into the reality you cried, fought, and pulled yourself out of.
DO NOT ALLOW YOUR SHADOW TO FU*K IT UP.
Here's the truth about self-sabotage---- it's actually FEAR with a Chanel bag.
The Chanel bag is symbolic of what you consider to be the truth.
Here's another truth, we were only born with 2 fears, the fear of falling and the fear of loud sounds.
This is why people believe that they no longer have fears after jumping from planes or bungee jumping. This is why babies cry when a loud noise startles them.
All the other fears outside these two have been picked up on our journey of growing up.
So who did you learn fear from?
Where did you see self-sabotage growing up?
How can you release these stories along with the behaviors that keep you acting out certain patterns?
Take a moment and reflect on these questions for personal growth.
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