Saddle Storms - Not Knowing

NOT KNOWING | Saddle Storms | Before the Storm Album

Heaven or hell — she still doesn't know where he ended up. She still doesn't know what it was.

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Not Knowing closes Before the Storm — the question the whole album has been circling since track one, left open on purpose. No resolution, no clean answer, just a woman left wondering if what she lived through was ever really love at all. A quiet, spoken-word close to a story that never got the ending anyone wanted. Original by Saddle Storms.

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Feel the Wild. See the Art. Embrace the Storm. Live the Story.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

I never thought it would be the same as before

You came to me and said your heart was torn

I didn't know how to hold what you were feelin'

I did the best that I could

'Cause you were better than all the rest

[Verse 2]

I didn't know, I didn't see

How heavy that torn heart could be

I did the best that I could do

But the best wasn't enough to keep losing you

'Cause you were better than all the rest

[Chorus]

If heaven we don't beat

Then in hell we will surely meet

I'm not knowin' where you are tonight

I'm not knowin' if I did right

But I loved you then, I love you still

And not knowin' — that's the hardest part to heal

[Outro — spoken or near-whispered, no instrumentation]

Not knowing.

That's the part I never got past.

Written by Saddle Storms: https://SaddleStorms.com

About Saddle Storms: Wyoming-born outlaw country, western storytelling, rodeo soul, heartbreak ballads, and Code of the West honesty from six generations of ranch life.

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