And I Am Telling You: The Jennifer Holliday Story Through a Fan’s Eyes

She sang like the heavens were on fire—and the world listened.

But behind the Broadway lights and Grammy gold, there was pain, silence, and a story only a real fan could tell.

In this dramatic, funny, shady, and heartfelt tribute, author Spencer Whitelow shares his unforgettable encounter with Jennifer Holliday at the Black Expo in Oakland—and how one awkward moment led to a deeper understanding of the woman behind Dreamgirls. From her gospel roots and groundbreaking career to her battles with depression and her deep love for the LGBTQ+ community, this is more than a biography—it’s a fan’s love letter, with a side of tea.

If you’ve ever cried to “And I Am Telling You,” lip-synced in the mirror, or felt seen by a voice bigger than life, this book is for you.