LAUDS TO THE CRUCIFUGE

In LAUDS TO THE CRUCIFUGE, the author delves into the darkest depths of the feminine experience, exploring the dual roles of women as both saviors and sacrificial victims within the confines of a matriarchal, abusive, narcissistic, anti-Christian family dynamic. 

Through a deeply personal feel, she unveils the unseen narratives of women omitted from traditional texts, presenting figures like the Crucifuge as emblematic of a larger spiritual struggle.

Raised in an atheist sect-like milieu, the author's journey into the spiritual realm began in earnest during her formative years, blossoming in the face of familial oppression and religious prohibition. It was amidst this adversity that later she embarked on a quest for understanding, delving into religious history, philosophy, and esoteric studies. Yet, it was faith — quiet and resilient — that sustained her through the darkest of times, offering solace and sanctuary from the abuses that plagued her familial environment.

As the author grapples with the extreme trauma inflicted upon her by those closest to her, she finds refuge in the embrace of Christianity. However, this newfound faith only served to exacerbate the hostility of her oppressors, revealing the depths of their betrayal and the true nature of their animosity — not merely anti-Catholic, but anti-Christian, and fundamentally, anti-human, and anti-life.

In bearing witness to her own grievances, the author sheds light on a universal truth: the struggle for salvation is often fraught with peril, and the road to redemption is paved with sacrifice. 

Through her monography, she invites readers to confront the complexities of womanhood as the woman saviour who leaves her own work of self salvation, to save the others who never offered one effort to save her, exposing both lamentation and hope in equal measure.