Honey on my Heart

Honey on My Heart (2006)

This song was born out of one of the most painful and heart-wrenching seasons of my life.

In 2006, my 5-year-old daughter left with her mom to the UK. After a few months, all contact was cut off. For two years,

I tried everything to reconnect, but every attempt failed. It felt as though I had lost her to death. The grief was overwhelming.

Night after night, I battled panic attacks after midnight, with little to no sleep. The silence, the loss, and the unanswered questions were unbearable.

But in the depths of that pain, I cried out to God.

After many months, something began to change. God met me in my brokenness and gently healed my heart. The pain that once consumed me was lifted, and in its place came peace and strength.

The healing felt so real, like a hand resting on my heart, slowly massaging it with thick honey.

Sweet… soothing… restoring.

Years later, at 16, contact was reestablished with my daughter through WhatsApp. Though we have not yet met again in person, hope has been restored.

This song carries the journey from deep loss to divine healing,

a reminder that even the most shattered heart can be restored by the love of God.