where your dua goes

you have been asking for months. nothing has changed. and you have started deciding what that means.

the three places a dua actually goes, from the hadith. the one thing that genuinely ends one, which is not what you think it is. what months of silence can and cannot prove. and what to do with the resentment that creeps in, first at the wait, then at the people whose duas got answered while yours sat there, and then at Him.

and the months themselves: what was being built while I was certain I was wasting my life, and why He never promised to show you the construction.

that half has never been published anywhere.

51 pages, indexed by the question that keeps coming back.

it will not tell you the delay means He is protecting you. that answer is everywhere else.

@thelonging_