Shattering the mundane with a rebellious, fist-pounding prayer; the results took me through anger, an almost impossible pregnancy and a shift from anti-baby poster child, to loving-father-to-be. My transformation couldn't be stopped by poverty, opposition or even a wall of skin. This time, God would respond by taking me on a ride I would have never volunteered for. I kicked and screamed as He put me in the seat. But, as I finally submitted, the fist that came through my wall opened up. What I found inside silenced my cries and changed my experience forever.