Manufacture And Overhaul: ME COMPETING FOR ATTENTION
Quick recap
This was a healing session focused on addressing feelings of competing for attention, led by Kate and KatNBoots138. The participants explored different perspectives on competition, with some experiencing it as a racetrack-type scenario where they were prepared for competition but preferred games over high-stakes situations, while others felt like they were being pulled into competitions against their nature. The group discussed how some people's competitive energy could drain non-competitive individuals, using analogies like harpoons and breathing tubes to represent how others try to hook into or pull up those who don't naturally compete. The session also addressed competition with self and time, with participants sharing experiences about feeling rushed or beating themselves up over performance, particularly in high-stakes situations like horse shows or competitive events. The healing process involved removing hooks, steps, and anchoring points that allowed others to pull on their energy, and implementing practices to work with time rather than racing against it.