Not My Worst Decision: A Memoir of Heartbreak, Self-Blame, and Finding My Way Back

Some decisions break your heart. Others bring you back to yourself.

Not My Worst Decision is a deeply personal memoir about heartbreak, self-blame, loneliness, and the difficult journey of finding yourself again.

Through the streets of Glasgow and the struggles of starting over, this story explores what happens when you lose someone you love—and slowly begin to lose yourself, too.

It's about the nights you overthink, the mistakes you replay, the person you become while trying to escape the pain, and the courage it takes to rebuild your life.

If you've ever blamed yourself for losing someone, struggled to move forward, or wondered whether you'll ever feel like yourself again, this book is for you.

Inside this memoir, you'll explore:

• The reality of heartbreak and emotional loss
• The weight of regret and self-blame
• Loneliness, identity, and starting over
• Learning to face your past and move forward

This isn't a story about having everything figured out. It's about being honest about the journey back.

A personal story for anyone who's ever had to find their way back to themselves.

Written by Akil Kuhan.

Digital ebook in PDF format.