The Drag a story of duldrom.
The drag, is the story and fact of being ever-duldrom and imposingly, implicated to the times of life. That we all spend most of life awaiting in some disinterested boredom. That we are creature with so much life, but sometimes too little encumbering. This is an idealized identifying pretense and proctor vivid, virtual and vigilantly, considered. Read and perhaps learn what is a truly, multiple habit of life. Read:"The Drag".
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The Drag.
By
D.E. Allen
@2025 Danny Eugene Allen LLC
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It's the factor through-out life. The since birth, dimensions and destined derogatories made, done and did in everyone. That life-existence is one-big discernment of dissipating-time, oriented, derision and dull-determinations; lasting for life, liberty and loss... This book gives reason and rightful-creedance to theme, terms and contexts of this ill-lauding and alluding...
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It was a new-beginning. The lights was “soft”-hours later, it was “dark”. Then, 6-hours of sleep. Why, he didn't know. It was like a sub-station... The air-blew in from the hall, because someone left it opened; there were other babies but he was trying to get his barings straight. He was once oblivious-minded had been pondering. But now it was alone, sat all alone, or maybe ever-alone; it was “funny”, how that worked-out. There were strange intense-feelings from floor-to-ceiling. They were real, as real like someone put it there; he didn't know why... The air went into his lungs every “sit”-of him-felt and flailed. That he didn't know what to think, that was strange too...
A nurse, had-bathed and fed-him. He didn't actually, realize he had a mouth; and something was to go in it, until-then. He felt the nurse, and the lights-above were bright. He and her, weren't alone. So where-ever they-were; she must-have been a-part... So now, people-were nearby... After feeding and bathing, he went-back to sleep, pondering; what was next. ...Brought home from the hospital, he was put in a baby-bed left to fall asleep. It was a whiled-sleep. One where sleep was not all-there. ...The sky, was-”bright”... After-being a new-born, withhold-consciousness... The air-had been “free”... ...He barely, noticed his insides were-active. After 3-days of this, he was in a-car... A strange-contraption with a-cloud began in the sky, and like his-long being that always moved; which he didn't realize, had legs which supported-her, ambulatorily tall-creature.
Days, passed from night to day; and then back-again. It was as upon-all emulaton, but there-was always activeness. That things kept-moving. Then, he-began wondering, what was whether; that-was? But it seemed to suit-everything. He slept, which was a strange of way of being; even-clearer. He was collecting-more information. The maternity, was so partial and preeminent... 10-years, Cleo was a wise-in childhood-youth... ..She-ensued, being a-job. ...But later, had a drinking-husband, 3-kids and a house-to take-care of. She was only-working to make ends-meet... She-went to church every-Sunday... ...Worked-regular late-night till 10 pm... -She wasn't the choice, but had the education. Each new-baby was a blessing. That hope, heart and health-supposed; meant something. The stale-air in the disadvantaged-unit, we as a full-house of new-borns, but they were-appreciated. Nurse-Flo was there for all of them if only by-need. The dull-light, grew-in the hazy-window. ...To us-all were dark, and in the shadows. Everyone, knew the babies were growing, benefiting and becoming-conscious of in-place, people and time. Doctors for most of them, came every-Wednesday. And tomorrow, was Tuesday. After that shift-nurse came to compel workers and nurses-alike. That their-job was dedicated, ephemeral and demuniative...
The sun rose-over the eastern-skyline, at an angle-to the hospital... It was worn, over-used and important-to clients; and by chances. Most were second-hand, with a few passers-through, who'd thought they'd had it legal has a job. It was coming that was slowly, lose a financial-support. Devotion, and defiance were emerging as account and acknowledgement; a good-society was growing and not-accepting their caste-in life. The childhood was a minor-place to be. That you were around to be as an arision. Every new-day disembodied-people, mind and purpose... The days became weeks, then months and then years. Dimensions became dis-affective, sun rose or clouded; winds were to blew, rain-fell, temperatures-dropped... Interactions, engaged-stayed and went-impart; for what became imperative, propriety and peril gone, went, stalled and subsided. The dutiful-skies, indoor dim-lighting and dark nights; that were sleepy and a mystery.
The days, weren't anew. Whether if you hurt or were happy. People came and went-beyond purpose... Boring-dullness was a natural capturing... Drab life and livelihood dispensed, dispersed and dissolved by times, tolls and terms. That scope, scale and scheme of things were almost disembodied. The “air”-was polluted, the cars-loud with mufflers; problems-amassed... People become a sight only-loneliness was as a frightened, fearful and fragile-way of life. Entity and invoking were simple-principle, of a got and begotten. You began realizing, you were impressed and possibly, implicated and in a position in-life. A large-family being the area-into and out-of being, a now; person-of self-means... Day to day, life-seemed an obtainable-memory interaction came, purpose and in an ineptitude and reality was the small motive of a young child. There forever change, but like never sated or satisfied. Distance, denial and dispair were all you could have for. Love was abating affection reverted and people loneliness came and was squashed.
Being a person gave you inherent and adhered proprietary. Which always registered, reverted, refines and dependable manifests... In as a toll and entailing-upon a fear and fate-devoided and destined. Your only-hope was leeway, wondering; dwindly-in belief, understanding and purpose. All the minutes, minutae, manifests and minion-were set and sullied on embrace, embodied and embroach. Feelings, fate and foster awake, away and worsened. That his life was forever limited by lot. No hope, hardiness or honesty afforded, affected or availed. Home, hope and homage evaded and avoided like a strange atoning vice and vigial.
Conscience, was geing made and moded. As thinking-it was a blotted-out ever benouncement. Approach and applied were workings and wonder were abailed and wandering through. Thus life was a strange adamant purview. Match and minion were all stinted and stated... Development and dimension carried the day. He was positive nothing would improve or require approval...
You had to valid and vanguard-deployed, possibilities. His mind motivations and missions and moded stats, claims and additions. That the powered discipline and devoted were even implicated ideas. That one's life was subjugated sundown guardian and grating. Being a person of chance decide, life makes you to be abject and adamant about the innate in-turn and intactness of everyday life. That its running, dreams simply relegated and reclusive. That recollective, recourse and reclamation are only through outlook and order. That life only runs its course and comiseration committed complied and commending. Days; and nights, family, freed place and time all are only by oded orient. One knows his facets. But there is the start understanding that love and life's game imposed and imparted upon. The deliberation device and development Knew only to by a code of enlistment. That pretense as a predicate-apprise and subjugated-in deed, duty and development.
He came to be repose, sphere of design and defined million. Further and fundamental times, terms are only availed. He know the weight of boredom, the state and its chance and the stipulation of charged idea. The skies were ever different winds rectored and the lands that was a neighborhood flanked and foiled. There's become likelihood clean be solding were and fit to make away. Intentions and inspiration of what was receded and reverted to sight repose. Family of forging, foster and furthering were re-denied and failed. It was a time of true of dissolution, neglect and what. That people only knew their new life. That life of life was over. Now a childhood saw people pass. Fade and fail right in the face. That one's once hold on relevance, became exact extinction...
People were all ways differing. And passive hope was just that. That distains and designs were only wary redeemed worthiness relent. Battles went an across simpliciity and subversionary terms. People are ever enigmatic individuals. The once senses of clear-harboring accented of her gain. The future he once thought was his was an ongoing in adorn and impactual defacto of daily life. He did what was expected. Daily life, unrelent for a tossed about family and a context and conclusion of task. Dawns were inseperable from nightfall. People were always, constant changing and mooring. That life remits course. Things were ill-certain about both lode and liberty. Schemes and scales subverted and surprised by order and subject as objective. The dark grows to engulph the once bright benounced day light. Everyone set, no longer engaging in fort or fate. The blanket hid and denied conscience left alone in its incense insobriety in-significance.
Awakened at morning forgiving the right hoping for as future of hours. The bright horizon remorphed and hope reemulated delineation, depth and definiation for more times and terms. Skies deepened people left, groups and societies changed, chartered and chanlleled and away from what was comfort and confiding by inflex and complexity. Common-collective became uncommon exodus. Idea, intents and in-sensation expouse and exacted. While his life and journey was an old uncared for, unimportant and inexactuated devoid and disaffected. Deemed dimension and defying only made room and remained to all accounting context, extent and simple impunity.
That laws, liberty and came out to be an abated, able and appreciative-duty, deed and dismissal... Where things, are admixed and emolting. When watchimng, TV, radio listening and at any sole being actuality are employ improprietary and implicit. That those close, those know in and those imposing came went by place, overcome and day. An interplay of position, place and time. Where of voyages, vision, vocal and havenstance he came to register. That what is known is knowledgeable but utterly, amorphic. Every day was defined, diligent and definiable-enlist and deloding. That the days very always uncontendable and ill-definite. Toddler, became compelling which became imminent. That school and scale reconvening, and ill-reparative. People, showed up, sighted and rescinded in preport, purpose and perjorative. That each evident was imposed impliment and imperatives. That in compose inciting but in order an impolation of worthless ineptitude and in practicality. Sunshine became a daily, passage, time was ideal than idiom, and invoking a terracing conceding.
A day, was until night; a thought-was themed and thought. The conscience of yesterday, today and tomorrow alone, laying and elocutionary-alone and sought. Every aspect new, anew renewed and passed... It was now all a mental set, a vying and dimension of literal, litigation and liturgy pursued provision and provoked. Motion mission and mortality willed, wayed and worked and waried the accessive, mind body, and place of time. It was the working of a time set in and beyond. Psyche situes and sophisticate by set and circumstance by sanctity, simplicity and assentry. The power that be emoted in-time, reason and place.
The space, place and time encompassed, engrasping, encountered and let go by specifics spy and spectrum. That will, ways and winds came and went. That entity in idea and insensed by terms, tentative surmised and setforth. All thing were tense termed and testament to worth, willand work. That stance, scheme and follow through. So in there follow through. So in there tarry and return eased, ensues and exited on deeming, planes. That-are ventured, vexed and vanced. Taking tenets, with taciturnity in appeal, congeal and reclaim of all that was and all that will be... Tangent truest and temptation oracle and orient.
Mom, Dad sister, brother, and friends were all conjugated entities of judgment. That everyone came and went by tense, temptation and tenuousness. Everyone waited for their unseen ramification. That it was a theater and strane made and performed by intention, idea and implying. The sparing and spread of flesh, fluid and volume connotated, annotated and envelope by the passing time... The hopes, stances, and studies of life and oneliness and fear... The everyday moldel, mode and modality of homage and presence. The low to him variable and vigil of thought, sought, substance and segmentary. The other-otherliness of besides, beneath, above and beyond-as utter-existence. The stipulated-easement, eager and chance. That feelings, excelled and exonerated, exoneratingly. Faith, forging and following affirmed-followed; and facilitated...
People as people-for the sake-of comprehended; and commited, and committed; as-comiserated. That schemes, scope and schedule all were the theory and epithetics of forge faith and founding. Companionship, feelings, foster and fulfilling only as hopes, habit and heralding many time-shift to utter-harrowing. Life was a constant subjective. Sight, sustained as seen-unity and semantic, availed; assigned and prevailed-itself. But only, as “drab”. Spirit, spells and spelling-supported, cemented and subsided-into; and as a living-conversion and revision. The ever-lonely reality and relevance-of a-two, as a time and travail. The ill-aspective vying-virtue and vitality of self-strength state and stature in revolving context. Fellowship, kinship and worship came and ended diverged and dissolved by deeming and de-affecting.
That each were each a person and pinion of practical pro-active, devise, defines and defected into other as well disadvantage resated reassortment. Things scaled and eskewed design, demean and daughting disaffection. Life was a how to be wiser, but all after intent. Thousands of ways of forging and reference, interrelated-distinction and affording. Of the account of thought and technical by one, and unwoven that talent and talisman unity, and un-tying... That people spirit grew and died-in the idea of waivering and un-annotating by privilege, proctor and chance. Time was set, residual and wrought, and days became years and timing; that were arbitrated-by stance to vision.
As the individual-engaging, and as an engineering-to what were as wishes or wants, passed-out or passed-into... ...Love, hope, happiness and honor; saw times-instances entice and endeavor-of who, what, when, where and how-of; as the un-enhendered. ...Of as a lone-lacking. Long-since being aware, un-intactful and un-assumed... Of as a “loneliness”, and in as a lament: layered, and allayed-toward as a discipline, change and as an anointing. The ever-benefit, belying, bestowing; blame and “trust”-by choice-channelled and chartered; for, doing and beyond; and as a blatantcy. As the ever-relinquish, release and re-articulated-disinjunction. Of as peer, “parent” and in a past-dis-union. ...All the things, being in-veritable. By as invariant-ways and withstandings. Stature, standard, stress and stance; revered, reframed, refined and redefined-by people, precept, place and tendency...
...Joy, happiness, love and devotion-in all-things trusted, believed and bestowed-in as a-conviction... Judgments and as a divisions, are simply as in-curtail, concept and context... ...Fundamental as a fortune, and fulfilling. ...Are-in as concept, conforming, condoning-privvy and proceeding; as tenuatives, and chances. The only-reality, that as was the sentiment and subset; by and as to a compounding, proving and preciousness. Life-in its once-set provision, re-donned; by sites and contractions... A pingent, project and protraction-of feelings and apologetics. One and most were to as trials, troves and transactions-of impending, commending human-terms. That as in ill-certainty and selective, that are versatile-vigils and convocatives-to as a set-sense; learned but neverfully-known.
It is ourselves, and it is are state, flesh, learning, behavior and emboss-which saves us from denizence awhile and makes us servients to the submissivenesses. That logic, subdues and is secured and succumbing... And what is “fate” and ensomberance-of what is, was and was-not. Each entity, was always as proctor and premise. Every new-day, would come and go; transcended, traversed and transitioned-of the behavior and bestowal; by precis and prism-for, in and about objectives, insistences and as the implied. An ever-turning, way and will-of objective, arrangements, articles-and articulations; for being and by thoughts, themes and terms. The ever under-taken cause, course and due-course. The calling, concert and collective-vigil, vital and ongoing. The as-graded, gravity and gratuity of what is held-and by what-will be-there.
Persons, the fellows and the enigmatic fall; to followed-through and re-afford-in as force, forging and focality. That as spanse, spare and specifics-played and practical-in, through and across-lines. That portrayal-sagas were the technical-tantamounts of as a day. That-it was the donning-filiaments of a day, a-period. Within adhering and by gestured-gestalt. Of as the primalcy, and procuring. What was the duly-driven and devised, as allowed-across ignition, child, people, place and time... Space, body and feeling-all, are composed, reposed and impassed-by ill-designed, “duly”. In those “call”-occuring motives. Each-only glance as over-passing position-performance, as a instinctive-profile. Ceiving-everything to the pace, prominence, precinct and protocol-of lay, liberty and “loss”...
An objective of policy, a thought of chance; a patient-propensity, and as in a-prevail. ...The abject-absolution vision of-in a commence and compensation. ...That was-to be as of a reverential in-all too, present and proven-“weight”. Will and “ortho”, was over-a time/space-continuum. The absence of leaving, believing and forgetting-others; in their-compelling. The extinguishing of a empty-prologue of meaning-vice, and be-set hallowed-grant; taken stock and whiddled-away by prediction, promise and a promised-premise. And demotion of the light that's never-“finishes”, and a relegation of the actuality-of vanishing, vainness...
It's our cognizance. The great clear-bottle of oneliness, retreat and unending portrayal of precept and ending perception. Thought, trial and transition all abade, abide and abreast simpler-supposeless moment in the scan, defy scheme. The boring account and augment are of the ongoing repeated and repulsion reclaim of amast and terminalism. The quiet-room, the wiindy out-doors. The rains portant practical and prognoses-of as a vigil, bestowal and instilling. We all reside, remonstrate and affess-to an avoiding-vortex. The plenty-planning and pretext, proven; provided and unneededly, provident. Every morning led-to every mid-day leading to afternoon and so on... It was point, relying and profile proffered-upon. Every moment-life, living and after-thought proven-pretense and prevalent all are appoint-aperture to the encapsulation of and being based-living. Out origin-finesses, then; was-it wanting-solace, but only see implicity-of substance.
Thoughts, are the venience “opus” and articulate administer. But we can't always-for all things, for all-reasons. Life is ample ideas or survive... Life is full of the unknown the known as not know no matter what. And thoughts self-centric of limits, logic of literal lamentation. We exist in a circulating “vacuum”... Life will forever be a sight for self-symmetry. We are as keepers of self-tenacity spirit and growth. But all these have innate limits. We live with others-stayed, refrained from; the elements, and judged-efficients... But we are a limited objective-subjective. We are incredibly, intelligent. But that we don't know, or can't say our-knowledge. Thinking, typifying-contention and deduction as a fold or fade. With integral, offering and cuing. It's autonomy which are the aptitude. And we are all lending the price and principle of proxy and preeminence.
We think so we know, we learn as we can grow, we function by innate pre-fabrication we yearns, we gave “vex”. The ponderings of like in the precepts to existence. We are purveying creatures of habit hold and homage. We virtue, caste, eventual and each by what we know; and know is the accepting, as now we take on the “world”... But it is a beholding-“feckless”, world. We are only-culpable engineering... Worthy thereby, and as solvency and acuity-principle and partition-set, is our existence.
Time, is lived, grown and devised; and by all the “blur” of as count, occurring and capitulated-by culmination's composure; and its complicity. The close and place and past a plot and proper imported and improvised by act enacted and preordinate denoted deeming and denomination. Values, valence and validity-afford, afferent and affirm by lastly finity, forces and factoring... Through deciding, dvotation and derivations we have and habituating what is one's course, compilaton meant forging than ennobling. In fact it at time ennobling. In fact it at time test trival and trial. We desire simple understanding but we all realize we don't understand fully until we come upon it plainly. We must and do move and change through witsome and the more admantly, and objectively.
Entity are our form, focus and factor; scheme and skill makes his children to avail through learning. Parents perceive and pluralize and people proved profess intricate-charter and chance. There are choices and champion challenge depth and each incursion and comported composure. And its a usurpate appellate unison un-saddening and devotion and denote. It is the founding, festooning and as a versamille; by ode, oathe and as an obligativity. ...Vigil and verging, that are accomodated and made, in comradering-control. Being bestowing and belying that makes for a-life. Will, wit and waivering atone and exact in their many fragmented goals and dreams. ...“Medals”, as down-the-road. And all-roads lend to its reseated, re-perceive-place.
As objective, we are warded and intentional-rewarded objective; of a performing parameter, representatives-of a person, group, community and etc. We-are amended -perogative beings, that made to acquiesence and go-farther, be-smarter; take faster, receive-better and remunerate altering... We-spend, in the issues and essences-of life. Our period and precedence-only works, and effects-civil, sane and sympathetic-ways of presence... ...The all in “lore”, as breathing, eating expirating and observing; and as an applying-are being for further, focus forging and fabrication-all are the proctoring-of venue, and vectoring. As we reach course and code. Leave favor, veiled-”throes” and threats; and tangent and re-tangent, in as an ultra-constitution; we-avail, able and evade... That we are all in that moment, place and time a-tour...
At 12 years-old, one knows the score. They know the game of gauge, and gravity. The sun comes up or the moon goes down. Places and planters-presume, prove, perpetuate and promote-by definitive, devising and diffuse; that were now-all deliberate, charter, chance and chaptering. All thickened and theme by consistence, concern and conclusion. And the teological allume of precis, precision of value, virtue and valuity by. Imputing, improving and incident in, over and through in vying and vacillation owed and spoken for. That it takes deposed divulging and defining of advening and astute aligning by connection, compiling and complementation. The age was growing with agenda ensued and embued self-terms, self-significance and symbolic solemnness.
A creatures life has a certain tedious-side. But everyday is a bit of drop-in-the-basket, of what we have to experience. Withstood, worth and want-are amounting, amalgamation-to be stacked, walked and leave-behind. Depiction, decision and desire by design has its very habitual necessary entailing. Hope, heart and habit makes us seem for a number of years-gaining. But youth, don't realize its a long-story, fought and ultra-finitized... Health and healing, makes placid-by which with turned-twists. We invaluated, turned and bore, and donned of internal-committed life... Aging is a placated, composite of supra-existential life. People, priority and purpose, are constantly and laboriously, contingently, refocuses our rather laminal-limiting life.
It was in the many simple, subjective and devolving-ways. Many-things, the terms and multiples due edipous-wary, and wearing. Each tendency, comes and goes as allotment and allaying; the precept and principle of all things to all-people. Stress, striding and start-lead and ends; in convoked and careless-toil, term and tenamentcy. Where one becomes-oding and irreparable to by trials and tests. It's the wonderment and wherewithal-of deeming and convening-of price, focus and meaning... Cost, context and connotes-assize and systematizes-consent, concertion and compart. We-live by those instances and entailings in pride and prioritized-to everyday-life. Force, fortune and follow-through; tentative and to its emults-concerning, credibility and conferred-conclusion.