Loving you was like a near death exsperience

Loving You Was Like a Near-Death Experience

Because surviving you almost cost me me.

This isn’t a love story. It’s a survival story.

Loving You Was Like a Near-Death Experience is a soul-wrenching memoir-meets-manifesto for anyone who’s ever lost themselves in a relationship that felt more like drowning than devotion. It’s for the woman who mistook chaos for chemistry, gaslighting for growth, and manipulation for love—until her heart couldn’t take it anymore.

Loving you didn't just hurt.

It stripped me of my sanity, my softness, my sense of self.

And still, I stayed—thinking I could save us both.

But the only one who needed saving... was me.

In these pages, you’ll find:

🖤 Poetic prose that bleeds truth and trauma

🧠 Raw reflections on emotional abuse, trauma bonding, and identity loss

💔 Stories of betrayal, survival, and finally breaking the spell

🌹 Healing rituals and self-reclamation practices woven between chapters

👑 Affirmations and spoken word pieces that resurrect the woman I buried to love you

This book is not just for the ones who’ve been hurt—

It’s for the ones who are ready to rise.

Because the most dangerous thing about loving a narcissist…

is how close you come to dying inside

while smiling on the outside.

And now?

Now I write.

Now I rise.

Now I live like hell owes me nothing.