I Made My Bed, Now I Have to Lay in It, Holding On While He’s Gone

She told him she didn’t want to be together.

But what happens when your heart changes its mind… and he’s already packed to go?

In this raw and emotional journey, one woman is left facing the heartbreak of her own decision. After telling the man she loves to leave, she’s now watching him prepare for a two-month separation that may turn into forever.

From whispered regrets to sleepless nights, from long-distance fears to old girlfriends resurfacing, this book explores the silent pain of loving someone who's already halfway gone—and the haunting question: what if he doesn’t come back?

With honest chapters, journal prompts, and moments of aching beauty, I Made My Bed, Now I Have to Lay in It is for every woman who’s realized too late that love is worth fighting for.