For most of my life, I felt like I was playing a role I never auditioned for. I did my best to be what everyone else needed: the fixer, the listener, the one who smiled even when her world was falling apart. But somewhere along the way, I realized I wasn’t broken. I was just waking up.
This Payhip shop is a sacred container I created for people like me—the deep feelers, the late bloomers, the ones who have outgrown their trauma but aren't quite sure where to land next. It's for the ones who want to heal on purpose, not just by accident.
I started with what helped me the most: meditations that rewire the mind and speak directly to your inner child. My first release, Rise and Rewire, was born out of a season where I had to rebuild myself from the ground up. It’s gentle, powerful, and designed to help you start your day grounded and self-connected.
As I continue to grow this shop, you’ll find:
- More digital meditations tailored to different stages of healing and awakening
- Creative, soul-nourishing digital products to support your journey (think: mini workbooks, rituals, affirmations, and journaling prompts)
- Podcast extras and behind-the-scenes content from the Balancing Forcez podcast that I co-host, where we explore numerology, astrology, shadow work, and the real mess and magic of spiritual awakening
Everything I share here is made with intention. This isn’t just content—it’s care. It’s the medicine I wish I had when I thought I was crazy, when really... I was just ahead of my time.
Thank you for being here. Whether you’re here to browse, heal, or just not feel so alone, you are deeply welcome.
What’s Next: Stay tuned for my next meditation drop (a powerful one for inner child comfort and self-worth) and digital rituals for moon phases. Subscribe or follow so you don’t miss new releases—and if you feel called, share this shop with someone who needs it.
Let’s heal forward, together.
With love, Beans