It took me decades to get here. Decades of not knowing that tradition and religion were eating me alive—slowly, silently, successfully.
I spent years trying to be the good wife. The good mother. The good sister. The good girlfriend. The good friend. The good person. I was drunk on delusion, stumbling through life trying to walk that white chalk line they drew for me.
And with every step? I failed. Every. Single. Time.
I always ended up incarcerated within the walls of my own mind, praying to a God who had no intentions of bailing me out.
Then something shifted.
I first discovered my Queen Status. And baby, that was hella liberating.
Then I embraced the Witch in me. That's when the real healing began.
In between time? I've been ghosted. Ignored. Dismissed. Stalked. Hated. Envied. Judged. Talked about. Misunderstood. All of it.
And you know what? Those things pushed me into a dark place. But in that darkness? I found my true power.
So now I say:
Fuck tradition and doing things to fit into societal norms.
Fuck being monogamous.
Fuck being the nice one.
Fuck censorship.
Fuck traditional marriage.
Fuck stroking egos.
Fuck trying to please family.
Fuck crying over who stays and who goes.
Fuck not having what I want.
As a matter of fact? Gimme all my shit. Because I'm deserving. I'm worthy. Whether you think I am or not.
And to the exes who mistreated me but continue to stalk me? Move on with that raggedy ass energy. You played with ya girl, and you know you'll never find another like me. I'm done done.
Today, my Goddess Energy is officially activated.
This is the era that I'm in. Tread lightly. Because I can be your heaven or your hell.
You fucking choose.
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