I have started asking myself how I ended up where I ended up. I mean how did I end up here without my carefree spirit. You know the one, the invincible one who could do anything they set their mind too. No one could stop you. No one could tell you no. “No” was not even a word in your vocabulary. As a matter of fact if someone said you could not do something, you did it anyway to prove them wrong. I often wonder how different things could have been had I kept that carefree spirit I had. Do I still have it?
Oh how I love music of all kinds, yet I don’t listen to it as much as I could be or should be. I love to dance. Dancing in the rain is the best. I may not be the greatest dancer in the world, yet when the music plays I use to just get up and dance. I didn’t care who was watching. Nowadays I seem to only tap my foot or move my shoulders. Singing… I use to just sing, even if I didn’t know the words. I would put my own words into it. I have a friend of mine who would always correct me while we were out and about when I sang it wrong. I just didn’t care.
Where has that carefree spirit gone??? The one where you didn’t care who was watching. If it made you feel good you did it. What has happened to you Bluebird??? You are missed. Times now just call for that carefree spirit to return.
So, Where are you now, Bluebird???
Where have you gone???
Are you gone forever???
Why have you hidden yourself away???
These are the questions I find myself trying to answer these days…
Where is your carefree spirit?
Do you still have it?
Do you put yours on the back burner as well?
Life’s experiences get in the way?
Is it just me?