During the Personal Growth in one's LIFE sometimes one should just take the time to sit, reflect, and write.
Today, I wrote a letter that was not meant to be sent,
It was truly meant to simply set me FREE
To release me & my old programming
To release me from my old habits
To release the old & transform into the NEW!!!
This letter did pour out of me like a flood
It was as if the pen could not write fast enough
I was not angry, even though the old thoughts were trying to convince me that it was an angry letter.
It was a letter of truth!
The truth of not being seen or heard
The truth of not being respected
The truth that I have changed & will no longer accept those kinds of actions
The truth that I have healthy boundaries
The truth that I AM WORTHY
The truth that I DESERVE better than all that I had been given
There is no revenge
There is only release
My release
My self love
My self care
Me putting myself first for the first time in my life
I finally did see the difference between emotional manipulation & true emotional intimacy.
My intimacy
My loving myself for the first time in my life
I did so with great compassion for where I use to be, yet no longer there in my life.
I called the one who I did truly once love into accountability
Most Importantly I Chose ME!!!
This is not closure for me, this truly was a part of my rebirth
My rebirth from who I use to be to who I am Becoming
My rebirth to no longer abandon myself to avoid abandoning someone else over my own personal mental well-being
My rebirth into "I DO MATTER", "I AM IMPORTANT ENOUGH"
This caterpillar is emerging from her chrysalis & is fully ready to spread her Beautiful Butterfly Wings!!!
I have declared my boundaries
This is me aligning with the woman I was created to be!!!
Author: Lesia Caggiano