Hi, I'm Niki.

On October 31, 2025, my daughter Harper went to heaven, and my whole world split in two.

In those first weeks, people handed me pamphlets and books that felt like they were written for someone else. I didn't need a timeline or a list of stages. I needed something I could hold at 2 a.m. when I couldn't sleep. It had to tell me the truth, let me write what I couldn't say out loud, and remind me I wasn't crazy.

So I started making it myself.

Harper's Heart Press is where those pages live. The I Am Grieving, Now What? series began with the Mothers Edition. It has grown to include editions for dads, grandparents, the first 30 days, and guides for helping your other children grieve. Every page is written plainly and honestly, with no rush. Each one is grounded in respected grief research, because you deserve tools that actually help.

I am a certified grief coach. I'm a mom who has been there. I also lead The Ugly Cry Club, a group for grieving mothers here in Idaho. Many of these pages were shaped by the women in that room.

Your purchase matters. A portion of every sale goes to the organizations that carried our family: the Idaho Pediatric Cancer Coalition, Camp Rainbow Gold, and the Jae Foundation.

The other portion goes to the software it takes to create these, my Grief Coach Certification and maybe buy myself a dinner for all the time I put in for this passion of mine :)

Wherever you are in your grief, I'm so sorry you're here. And I'm glad you found us.

Real tears. Real love.

— Niki

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