Designing was a fantasy dream of mine, and I thought I couldn't achieve it. "Do it" and "don't do it" thoughts struggled inside me for months, if not years. I did my best to complete all my jobs to cover my everyday life, but I still felt unfit and missing something.
Then, tik tok, tik tok, it was time. At the age of 37, I resolved to start a new chapter in my life, to step outside of my comfort zone and discover the missing piece of the puzzle. I took the first step with all my might. The outcome did not appear promising at all. I started doubting myself...
Then I went online and searched for and watched numerous tutorials before restarting. Begin with the easiest and keep practicing and self-motivating that I can accomplish it, but the result did not work out as expected. I kept giving it another shot, even though I was feeling low.
I have continued to self-teach and practice, and I have done something better, which makes me feel on the right track since it always makes me happy and eager to do it at any time, and above all, being me...
And I will keep trying and enjoying every moment of my journey to the place that I am meant to be.
