This is how you all make me feel, so sorry and so sad for you all.
The more I connect the dots and the more downloads I get, the more I realise that this world is way worst than I thought it was. Not the world but you the people, it’s outrageous and I am like lost for words. All I want to do is cry for you all, for your children, for your future, for humanity as a whole. And some of you are so bad, comparing you to animals is unfair to them, disrespectful to them, a dog is a dog, a snake is a snake and a rat is a rat really.
Even if some of you are not so wicked as in not ready to commit murder or all kind of dark magic, there are too many liars, cheaters, jealous and envious people, basically a lot of people sick in their minds.
I have always been about helping others and healing, but I didn’t think mental illness was so rampant and intense, where people you thought were normal say, are actually so deeply unhinged and affected.
And they have made it very clear that they are not interested in my help, they prefer to bury me instead. What am I living for? My whole mission or life purpose is to bring healing oh so desperately needed but the system wants to kill me for this, they prefer cashing in on people’s demise. Because clearly, this is not even just about the money anymore, it is yes of course for the most desperate, like the karmic family trying to cover their theft, stolen identity and all that. But besides that and besides them, there are all the people who came into my life under false pretences, all the people who came to oppose me. How can you want to oppose love or healing? You have to be so dark, and soulless to actually want to do that.
All the people I thought were friends, some I met in the early nineties, and who I viewed as family, who have also been deceitful since then, so many people it’s crazy.
The boyfriends who were never men enough, who could never come correct let alone love me right. Yet still I had love for them, would even stay friends with them often because I felt sorry for them, for being so emotionally shutdown and so disconnected from love. And to now know that they were actually paid to come bring discord in my life and they took on the paid role, is tough but it explains a lot. Two of them were actually actors by profession at the time, and taking an extra role, getting paid in real life or ‘fake’ life. And as I wrote in my first book, I thank them for not loving me as I wished so I learned to do it myself; and for not being commitment ready as it forced me to commit to myself, to my happiness and to feel whole within myself. Where would I even be had I not understood that?
Nonetheless, I find it hard to believe that people actually like to live like this, that they could enjoy going around the place, pretending, lying, cheating and being deceitful. It blows my mind really especially as I realise that so many people choose to live so, to act so, to be fake, to wear a mask, to lie in your face, to smile in your face, to just be deceitful by choice. That’s so sad and so dark, and nothing can be said or even needs to be said. Oh yes one thing, shame on you all really.
Shame on all those who knew who I was and choose to keep me in the dark and oppose me. Shame on those who stood against what they claim to stand for in coming after me. Turning them into the hypocrites of our time, the traitors and deceivers working against humanity. Those opposed to the prophecy, those who used all kind of dark magic, manipulations and lies against myself, are working against love, freedom and abundance. They are the real haters and the demons possessed people who keep the insanity going by refusing to heal; tricked by the devil, they love to follow, they have cursed themselves and deserve their karma.
Some of you hiding at the top behind the scenes thought you could decide if I have a say, if I get my time as prophesied, you thought you could play god, best you think again when the judgment of the most high falls on you. You soon start to believe in the divine for real, you’ll feel it, this is what happens when you don’t hear, for sure there will be no more pretending. Ase