I'm not this form (I'm in it)

The online diaries of a modelling, rapping, filmmaking, couch-surfing yogi.

An insightful and provocative book on a woman navigating the matrix.

I Am Not This Form is a raw, unfiltered documentation of a woman who refused to shrink.

Part memoir, part manifesto, part visual diary : this book gathers the unedited writings of a digital nomad, model, hip-hop artist, and spiritual seeker who chose to be witnessed in her becoming.

From couch-surfing with a backpack to navigating sexuality, trauma, objectification, challenging social norms around naturism, capitalism, and self-realization... this is not your average polished self-help manual. It is a living transmission.

It is about being crucified by perception and choosing to show up anyway.

It is about loving your body without apology.

About transforming trauma into your purpose

About dismantling identity while fully inhabiting your skin.

If you have ever felt misunderstood, judged, too loud, too sensual, too spiritual, too much... this book is your mirror.

You are not this form , but while you are in it — you may as well live unapologetically.