Minx
By
Belle Feliz
When Natalia came into my life, she came like sunshine. I was in a very dark place and I was barely existing. She brightened up my dark world. She gave me life. She gave me purpose and excitement.
But she was young when we met. I was eleven years older. And she happened to be my best friend’s little sister. There was a rule about that out there, right?
I was not ready for something more with her. I had just lost the woman I loved. My heart just couldn’t be ready.
Part of me knew those were only excuses. I was confused and afraid. The guilt ate at me. The feelings were just too intense. I couldn’t deal with it all.
But when I came to my senses and finally accepted I needed her to be in my life, she was already with someone else.
Should I patiently wait for another chance, fiercely fight for her or let her go?
But she was young when we met. I was eleven years older. And she happened to be my best friend’s little sister. There was a rule about that out there, right?
I was not ready for something more with her. I had just lost the woman I loved. My heart just couldn’t be ready.
Part of me knew those were only excuses. I was confused and afraid. The guilt ate at me. The feelings were just too intense. I couldn’t deal with it all.
But when I came to my senses and finally accepted I needed her to be in my life, she was already with someone else.
Should I patiently wait for another chance, fiercely fight for her or let her go?
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