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We did not lose the mainline churches in a fair fight. We forfeited them—by never contesting the one thing that mattered: jurisdiction. Who holds the ground, and by what right.


For much of his adult life, Jake Dell served inside mainline institutions, including the Episcopal Church—ordained priest, Navy Reserve chaplain—before the institution that formed him tried to purge him without ever saying why. His release in 2024 was not an ending but a passage: out of a captured institution and into a New England congregation founded in 1659, still worshiping in its 1818 meetinghouse, and growing once again under his preaching.


Part memoir, part field manual, Exile and Return tells that story from the inside—what institutional capture costs a man, a family, and a calling—and makes the case that because America’s historic Protestant churches were surrendered, not defeated, they can be reclaimed.


Now comes the reckoning, written by a pastor who thought he’d run out of moves, but found the roadmap for winning the ground back.


First-edition, Smythe-sewn, cloth-bound hardcover. Unsigned. Ships November 2026.


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Early praise for Exile and Return

“I call Rev. Jake Dell the ‘Lion of the Reconquista’ because he is the most bold and fearless mainline clergyman I've encountered. His story presents an alternative to the so-called martyr tale of Machen. After being sidelined by the institution, rather than splitting off, he found a way to remain in the mainlines without compromising his message.” Redeemed Zoomer (Richard Ackerman)


"The harrowing story of one orthodox priest's twenty-year ordeal at the hands of revisionist bishops — the dark ecclesiastical back-alleys they inhabit, and how they nearly destroyed the life and ministry of a faithful man." — David W. Virtue, DD, VirtueOnline


"Jake Dell has written an incisive and penetrating insider's look at the institutional betrayal and decay of the American Protestant mainline (and the Roman Catholic Church). He provides a vision of hope and restoration for those seeking renewal of our historic churches." — @PresbyInn


"Often God will wound a man He intends to use… and in those wounds He has prepared that man to accomplish things for His kingdom. I commend this book to you as a means of encouragement as well as a challenge — to see how the Lord still calls His people to faithfully proclaim the good news of Christ." — The Rev. J. Dawson Miller, MDiv, Pastor, Sharon Congregational Church, Sharon, CT.


"Jake's account of his journey through the Straits of Organized Religion is both entertaining and deeply perceptive, offering a rare look at the machinery that generates mainline clergy. This one is definitely a page-turner." — Joseph D.


"Mr. Dell has a deep understanding of what he speaks — a personal story of what happened that might help those of us who lived through the mainline church upheaval, and are still bewildered by it." — John P.


"A great story — especially for those of us with real-life denominational church experience." — Peter H.

The other side didn't win the argument.

Read "By What Authority," an excerpt in First Things.

By What Authority? An Interview with Rev. Jake Dell : The Theology Pugcast Episode 402

C.R. Wiley interviews Pastor Dell.