Hello, Pixel here. There has been a lot said about me over the past few months and a blacklist made by s7y. There’s lots of blacklists made on her for worse. And she only made that blacklist out of spite because I blocked her when she accused me of using ai to edit a render. Which I did not. (Super petty and immature and a perfect example of how toxic people here are). Most of the instances on the blacklist she made are things she made up to get clicks and the rest is stuff taken out of context, like screenshots of things I said, but never full conversations of things people said to me to get a reaction out of me. To add to that I have never groomed anyone or done half the shit on that list. Every screenshot shown is stuff taken out of context to make me look bad.. the worst I’ve ever done is tell someone to kill themselves which isn’t okay whatsoever but I have apologized for that many times.. The last time I even said something like that was 3 years ago. That said I am only human and I make mistakes and have apologized for my mistakes. Though nobody ever really allowed me to grow or could forgive me and move on. Every instance of drama I’ve had is from 2-3+ years ago (besides the false allegations of last year, I don’t count that because it’s just that; false allegations). I am not that person anymore the kind who starts drama or tells people to kill themselves and I haven’t been that person in a long time.

I have had enough of the bs and lies being spread upon my name. So I have decided to part ways with this community.

I will post what little avatars I have to finish and then leave for good.

All of this said for recent drama and around the death faking situation that was my boyfriend who did that, not me. However I am sorry for any stress that caused anybody I was close with.

You can see the video he posted here

All this said and done, I am quitting. This community is too toxic and immature for me to deal with anymore.

I am sincerely sorry to anybody I have ever caused pain or trauma. All I have ever wanted from this community was friendship and love, honestly. But all I ever got was hatred, toxicity and people taking advantage of me. Or taking things I say out of context to start drama… I am sick and tired of it…

To the few who have chosen to support me, thank you. I wish you all the best. And I hope you understand why I am leaving.

With this last note I say farewell. I will not return under a new name or start over soon. I am simply done. I am sorry for things I have said wrong or instances I overreacted but I have not been involved in any real drama in almost 3 years I am too tired of apologizing to people who will never understand or care to forgive and move on. I just want to be free..

Maybe in the far far future I may return, but only when this community changes, allows room for growth, acceptance and forgiveness.. Maybe then. But for the foreseeable future this is goodbye.

with love, Belle..