No one, and I mean NO ONE understands the turmoil, the damage, the
isolation, the nightmare.... the HELL a person suffers in a
relationship with a narcissist -unless they have been there themselves. This TRUE story is so insane it’s difficult to believe it’s a NON-FICTION book!! But it is... it’s 100% true!
She tried to kill me twice, I tried to kill myself once, an employee
of mine tried to kill me and in the end - I tried to kill HER!!! I went
from $2 Million dollars a year to homeless in 3 years, and I
sank enough Meth to keep a herd of elephants awake indefinitely. I didn’t “hit” rock bottom, I detonated spectacularly on impact with rock bottom. But I refused to stay down, I had a promise to keep.
I had arrived in Bulgaria driving a 140’ Stretch Limo weighing over 6
tons -it was like sailing a ship down the interstate -you didn’t turn
right, you simply just stopped turning left. I went over the ALPS in
that! On the way down the mountain, the front brakes were on fire; I
had to stop every mile or so and cool them down with a CO2 fire
extinguisher. And then there was the drive through the center of Venice
-now THAT was a laugh. Venice is designed for Gondolas and tiny, city
cars -NOT 30’ Limos. And yet, crazy as that ride was -while I was
fully prepared to face a new country, a new culture, a new language, and
a new business adventure - I was most definitely NOT prepared for the
new breed, no, not breed - species of women that I would be introduced to in Angel.
The beginning of the relationship was surreal - if ever I had fantasized about what the perfect girl would be like - it paled in comparison to what Angel was truly like and how she enhanced my life. If I were to compare her to anyone I had ever dated - it would be unfair;
it would be like comparing a painting done with finger paints hanging
on a refrigerator door, held up with a magnet, to Michelangelo's art
scenes from Genesis painted on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel in
I quite literally could not imagine a girl more totally perfect, my
imagination was stretched just to take in the reality of her. She
brought me to the edge of the stratosphere where the air is so thin you
have to wear a space suit - but the view - the view is all humanity
stretched out before you and you can see the curvature of the earth and
the blackness of space. You know that above you, there isn't even
enough air to support your wings, there is no higher.
Beyond this point there is no measurement of height, from here on it
becomes - distance. As you glide in perfect tranquility at the edge of
space, the sun so bright your visor is almost black, gasping at the
beauty of life that you never thought possible.
And then ...... she dropped me.
What looked, smelled, tasted and felt so enticing in the
beginning, soon turned into a deviant venomous Goddess that quickly consumed my million
dollar business, my health, provoked a suicide attempt and left me
homeless and suffering brain damage.
Why? Because Angel is a Histrionic Narcissist -they are bad people, it’s what they do!
I didn’t put my heart and soul into this book - I put my everything into this book and GOD I hope you like it.
“Couldn’t put it down! What an incredible description of such disturbing pathological behavior”
“The way the story jumps around in time but never looses you. Sublime skill in the art of story telling” - 5*
“It was a book that I just could NOT stop reading and finished in just 2 days”
"The best read I have had in the last 5 years. - 5*
“How in hell is this your first book? No one’s that good straight out of the gate”
“I could not put this book down. And I could not believe what Lee went through”