About Me :Holding the Threshold
When I was seven years old, I had a dream.
In it, my grandfather was crossing the threshold between life and death. He spoke to me about what happens when the soul moves through that space — not in the language I use now, but in symbols, feeling, and knowing. I didn’t yet have words for it. I only understood that there was a place in-between — not an ending, not a beginning, but a passage.
Two days later, my grandfather died.
At the time, I couldn’t explain what I had experienced. I only knew that something real had touched me — something quiet, intimate, and true. Years later, I would come to recognize this as my first conscious encounter with the work of the threshold.
Death and rebirth are part of it, yes — but they are not the only thresholds we move through. Life itself is full of these spaces:
the pause between who we were and who we are becoming,
the moment before a choice,
the stillness after an ending,
The season where nothing is clear yet everything is changing.
As a child, I carried this awareness naturally.
As I grew, the outer world didn’t know how to meet it — and slowly, I learned to turn that connection down. The in-between became something I hid, even from myself.
It wasn’t until my twenties, through meditation, that the threshold found me again.
Meditation itself is a liminal space — between waking and sleeping, between thought and stillness. In that quiet,
something reopened.
A new journey began.
I started offering channelled reflections for friends and family. I moved deeply into shadow work within myself — standing at the threshold of identity, healing, and self-trust. Over time, this inner work reshaped my outer life.
What many would call a spiritual awakening felt more like a remembering.
For a long portion of my life, I lived inside what the outside world would call depression.
From within, it felt like something else — a deep compression. A narrowing. A long descent into not knowing what I was being called toward, or why.
I did not bypass this place.
I lived inside it.
I worked within it.
The inner work I devoted myself to during those years slowly began to shift my outer world, opening doors to work centred around closure, completion, and transition.
Only later did I notice the pattern:
nearly every place I worked eventually closed,
Nearly every reading I offered centred around an ending,
again and again — right time, right place.
There was a theme, quietly repeating.
My readings are deep. They naturally uncover what is completing — and guide people through what comes next. What was missing wasn’t the insight, but the container. The space needed to be slower, safer, and more honouring of the nervous system.
That is why this work has evolved.
That is why Decoding Messages has gently closed.
And why Holding the Threshold has begun.
This re-focusing arrives at the start of a new year in my life path — another quiet confirmation. Serendipity has always spoken to me this way.
Here, the work is held differently.
I do not push.
I do not prescribe.
I do not rush clarity.
I walk with you as you feel your way through your thresholds — endings, beginnings, and the sacred in-between.
This is not about answers pulled from above.
It is about truths remembered from within.